can i get a #2?

i'm taking a class on how to teach children proper health and physical education. not only is this teaching me how to become a well rounded teacher, but it's opening my eyes on MY health.

i can't be going to two different drive thru's just to ease my cravings. (going to mcdonalds for their chicken nuggets and kfc around the corner for their wings). it shouldn't be like this. i should have enough self control. i don't want to wait until it's too late.

i want to be able to stop being lazy.. cuz i admit. i am one lazy ass mofo. i've always said, "you only live once." but why. why take that and blow it out of the waters and not even care about what i put into my body. i only live once, yes. but i want to live it at my fullest potential. my future and everything i have going for me is starting off wonderful. why end it a little earlier just because i wanted to have that one cheeseburger. i was able to cut out fast food couple years back and forget it completely. so why can't i do it now?

i will.

is there such thing as perfect?

here we are again. about to celebrate our most amazing year we have spent together. i couldn't ask for anything else.

things have been UH-MAY-ZING.

we've learned so much from each other this year. ups and downs included. it's been a journey; a journey that will continue.

i've done a turn around with school. things are finally falling into place. i finally got a job (after nearly 1.5 years of being unemployed!) graduating soon... hopefully. rocky is finally potty trained (for the most part) and broken past relationships have been renewed - working on, at least.

life is good. i can't complain. i have a roof over my head. i have unconditional love from my parents and the 2 men in my life. i have a job (finally!!), and i owe it all to the man upstairs.