tomatoes

i'm sitting here with the house to myself, music blaring from my sound system, dogs asleep, and just finished moping the floor, vacuuming, and cleaning.

i feel so old.

...but i don't mind. something so therapeutic about cleaning and just being by yourself.

don't get me wrong, i LOVE being around people, but it's those days where you do absolutely NOTHING and being okay with it.

it's going to bed at 4am every night and waking up at 2pm the next day.

it's watching re-runs of TV shows and movies that you've seen for the millionth time.

it's being in your PJ's 23 hours of the days (minus the 1 hour you HAVE to change to go out to do SOMETHING)

it's staring off into space and not thinking about anything.

i deserve this though. i've been on the go for so long that i think it's just my mind telling me to slow down, relax, and enjoy the time i get until work and school starts up again.

i know i'm getting old because i like tomatoes now. i've never liked tomatoes.